You guys ever wonder.. what 'purpose' you have on this planet?
I have..
Many times in the last two decades.
But I can never come to terms with it.. it's never "okay".
Being constantly reminded by the fact that I will never be enough, no matter how many times I try or how hard i.e. how much effort went in vain.
There will also always be other individuals who surpass me. Who are genuinely better.
I'm happy for them. I think.
Maybe. I'm not sure what to think actually. Maybe I should just stop.
